I am so blue everytime I leave my father after I visit him at the Oxford Nursing Home.  I hate having him there, but there was just no choice.  My father has Multiple Sclerosis.  He now is quite handicapped.  They didn't have the drugs and things that they have now to help prevent the progression of the disease.  He pretty much is a talking head.  The rest of his body is imobile. His character is all there though, so we are blessed.  However, I feel that he is sad inside and that breaks my heart.  There hasn't been a time that I have left him and not had tears in my eyes as I drove away.  I love you Dad. - Becky